不歸路
October 21st, 2005 by ahsuk選擇了一條不歸路, 也因此讓我失去了某些我在意的東西.
級度想念老同學,老同事及跟他們同在一起的歡樂時光, 但通通已流逝. 聽聞老朋友到我故鄉遊玩, 身為道地人的我卻沒盡地主之儀, 真是抱歉萬分.
感嘆, 這條路換取的代價可不少…
選擇了一條不歸路, 也因此讓我失去了某些我在意的東西.
級度想念老同學,老同事及跟他們同在一起的歡樂時光, 但通通已流逝. 聽聞老朋友到我故鄉遊玩, 身為道地人的我卻沒盡地主之儀, 真是抱歉萬分.
感嘆, 這條路換取的代價可不少…
A friend of mine asked me why can’t I accept some humour or whatever? Whether I understand what is “just kidding”, “bullshit” , “just joking only”? Continued saying that actually i can face things easier at ANYTIME, no need to pretend to be serious at this time or that time.
I agree, all the while i had been too serious, self-limiting. “Humour” this word doesn’t has any connection with me.
He told me in order to be humorous, one thing is to think out of the box and so courage needed! Other than that I have to refer to books. What the hard approve to me o_o
I believe that once own it, the relation between themselves with others will definitely be good. He or she will be fun to mix up with. Everything seems to be wonderful…
Ahh~ humour humour, here I come ^.^
Friend’s comments:
Dorr says:
em.. wayless? if u think of telling me then i’m always ear-on.
YKH says:
i like your wayless but its way too balanced.
Cynn says:
Suk,I like this. This is our way of life that without a proper track.cox life is changed from time to time. Sometime the way is in red color which is full of hope.Sometime it will be purple or blue that make you feel peace.Though it looks mess but there is joyness within it.This is my interpretation. u can ignore it.Take care ya!Luv u !
Different people got their own interpretation towards this simple dodeling of mine. cute!
人生总有高潮与低潮的時候。
但我堅信, 當低潮過去了, 才會引來另一個高峰。
從未想過自己能學會不去計較自己所擁有的。
或許當一個人走到人生的瓶颈, 他會為了某些人和事物去改變自己一貫的想法。
面對比逃避來得實際。前者只是麻木地欺騙自己, 後者則是勇敢地戰勝自己。
嘗試接受自己所擁有的, 知足常樂。
This few days I lack of sleep due to some personal stuffs. Beside working, I was busy memorizing Japanese’s Hiragana and Katagana words, compiled my art work for applying uni purposes and of course designing.
Having a bad headache yesterday, but this didn’t affected me to watch my favourite American’s Idol show on 8TV. After the show, I received dorr’s call. We talked for a while only as he was not feeling well too. He hanged off by ended his last word "Good night" to me.
OK, time for me to bed. l-) zzzzzZZZZZ… I was awake by YKH’s call after my 2 hours long of sleep.
YKH : Suk…!
Me : Yes? (answering him with my sleepy voice.)
YKH : bla bla bla… (asking me things about my blog.)
Nowadays people tend to blog. If one off blogging for a day, he or she will feel uncomfortable for the whole entire day. Some even posted a blog with the title ::Off blogging:: Hmm… assumed that he or she got lot of fans. Oopss…
Back to the call…
Me : I can’t hear you clearly la??!!
YKH : Oh, is it your hp’s problem? (He dare to say this after he changed his Sonyericsson T610 to O2 XDA II mini.)
Me : What the . . .!
A while later he hanged off. But my eyes was opened until 2am. This busy body fella had screwed up my appointment as i had to meet somebody inside my dream that night. Huh…!
Last sunday, my friend and I decided to have steamboat for dinner. It was Mother’s Day then, so the place was flooded with family groups. So you just imagine the two of us sitting “around” a big table, able to expand our arms as far as we like, while other customers had to squeeze themselves into their small round table.
As we helped ourselves sitting down, I had this feeling that everyone around was staring coldly at us. They must be thinking, “Where is their mother?”… or ” aren’t they supposed to be celebrating with their mom? Why are they here at all?!”
I talked to myself, “Oh no no no… I’m just being too sensitive. Who would pay so much attention on us?” It took quite some time for the waiter to attend to us. Was it because there were only two of us? Or was it because the table still remained messy and they thought we already had dinner? Arghh…whatever…
Everything was fine except for the tomyam soup that tasted untomyamly. Luckily there was the frying wok around the steamboat pan to make my RM19 worthwhile.
We enjoyed our dinner happily. But when we were done and my friend tried to turn off the gas pipe, something bad happened. We thought we’ve switched off the gas but there were smoke coming out from the pan. Then we saw FIRE!! The pan was burning. OMG, who would ever expect a banana leaf to cause such trouble.
The boss came at once. He mixed dry vegetables with banana leaves to put out the fire. He fought the fire bravely, and he put some watermelon’s skin on the pan as his final strike. The fire was dead.
Its my first time seeing someone being so creative in fire fighting. BANANA LEAF! not water, not anything else.
Everyone eyed us again. Embarrassing! “Nei dei sek tai chow arh, ha….?” the boss still had the mood to make fun of us.
When we were paying the bill..
Suk : Boss, Mai Dan!
Boss : Your table is which one?
Suk : it is tabl…….
Boss snapped : OH!!! I know I know! The table on fire!
Suk : @%#&$*$^@#%!@#^&*$&…..
How I wished I could dig a hole at that moment to hide my face. Steamboat on fire! Sounds rediculous right? You guys should try it next time!
Surprised to get YKH’s friendster message today! Long hadn’t he message me. With the title “This way or that way?” I wonder what he’s going to tell me this time.
Without any hesitation, I clicked and read.
“EEEIIII?..! how come it looked so familiar??!!” >.< bomb…! ARGH! This busybody fella, modified my blog in his style.
But I can’t deny that, after his change, my blog seems smoother and sounds nicer. Maybe I should thank him for his help.